So looks like I won't be meeting my goal for February 1st. ;(:(;(

I was close in the beginning of January! Then, I got on the scale today and all h*ll broke lose. Seriously?!?!?! I gained 2 lbs in 2 days? That can't be right! Yet, I didn't gain weight over the weekend? I'm gonna go take a stroll around the building, re-weigh myself, maybe I just need a swift slap to the face to wake up and clean my contacts? Hold on......

Nope, I guess the scale doesn't lie. I did eat like a crazed pregnant woman on Monday, (don't spread rumors, I'm NOT pregnant) but yesterday I did decent and got in a killer workout and did cardio this morning. I'm going backwards. I'm going backwards. I'm at a loss for words, normally when I had a bad day or two, it goes away the next couple days and get right back and feel great. This morning I feel bloaty, angry, and just wanna ride down a dirtroad with sad country blaring and ugly cry. I guess we're counting points today. I guess were really focusing on what's going in. Eat for the body you want, not the one you have. Ugh, I'm in the pits today. I know I can do better, and I should do better. I guess monday killed me in the eating department?

"Your body keeps an accurate journal, regardless of what you write down." Put that in your pipe and smoke it Allyson.