I think his pants are a little too tight....
Monday, January 20, 2014 3:57 AM
So I haven't been logging my fruits and veggies, and I'm still ALIVE! Only really when I eat something that seems strange sounding when it's left alone..... like:: dressing and croutons and black olives. Kinda need to put in the lettuce in the hopes of myfitnesspal not laughing at my stupidity right?! Just to even the score a bit. This weekend was decent, can't raise the roof, because cosmic brownies what?! OmGosh. My fault, they called my name at the register. I answered.
I leave for vacation in 6 days. Normally when people go on vacation they get in super freak eating/working out mode. But really, my whole life, I have never been "that girl." I remember one time in college, I was working out in maybe feb or march, and this guy who was in one of my classes came over to my elliptical and said "so you working out for spring break" and I was like "ummm,no." Needless to say, the conversation got awkward. I wish I was like oh ya, let's eat 1,000 calories and workout twice a day! Bikini what?!?!?! But, I think cuz working out and losing weight has always been a constant in my life (thank goodness) I just kinda keep it chill. But of course when I'm on vacation, I see those little buff bodies and wish I hit it harder than I did, but then the buffet calls me and I'm like see ya. I just hope, hope, hope that I can keep it together where I don't let myself get the point of misery, just like every other vacation. It's not even fun to drink adult beverages if you are so full, you want to wear sweatshirt for comfort, but it's like 90 degrees out, so ya.
Oh, here's a dagger, I tried on my summer shorts Saturday......wtheck, they are a bit snug. Perhaps my numbers are up a teensy beetsy, but I didn't even think to have to diet to squeeze into those buggers. And one week before is a bit too late for that I'd say. With that being said, I really need to be on my game with the scale more, and my eating. I'm very scared, super scared, to see that number today. Wish me Luck! Suck it up buttercup, right?!